Back... I am really speechless as i dun noe what to say.. i am bored to tears but i still post ... i noe that i have a temper that is very bad thats led u all to unhappiness towards me but thats my character and it is not easy for me to change.. if u all want me to change .. u all must gimme time.. i will really want to change my temper as it make things worse .. i know as like wat u all say.. my attitude sucks.. even at home .. this at home is i say.. cuz i will always dun wanna listen to parents nagging at me and telling me that this not good.. that no good.. make me so frustrated.. sigh~~ ... sometimes my parents even mag at what i eat and drink that make me erupt like a volcano that i actually shout .. cause actually i dun like ppl to say things about me.. cuz i trt u as my frenx.. thats why i am willing to change.. i am really very tired of all this things.. the party thing if u all dun wan go then i listen to u all lor.. since if i really make the whole class angry.. or leave the party once they see me.. is like i am being hate by the whole class.. but i have no choice but to accept the reality... even how bad and nasty the things that u all said about me i also kept it in my heart... i never even say out.. i know .. i know.. i am just a bad.. thick-skinned.. show off .. bossy and wadeva girl .. i know i admit.. cuz i dun wan others to like say anything anymore.. i really dun care.. what u all want to do .. up to u .. i have nth to say anymore... its all too late .. but one thing.. time really proves everything.. T.T.. =.=..